Company Needs Misery

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Med-Evac My Brain Outta Here

Posted on | April 25, 2010 | Comments Off

She felt wrong today…perhaps that had something to do with the little stunt of not taking her “scary pill” until 3am.  Hey, better late than never she thought.

She was in an uneasy place, a place with gray skies and shallow, rapid breathing. Her mind wasn’t the clutter-fest it would have been had she skipped her pill, but it wasn’t right. It was in a weird place. A “get me out of here” kind of place. She felt like she was floating on creepy waters that rose and sank without explanation. She wanted something, but she couldn’t put her finger on what it was.

She almost felt like she was sinking, and that she had to save some portion of herself. (As if handing up her brain and saying take it away was really possible.) She wondered if that was her best feature and if that’s what should be saved. She always thought she had nice feet. Hmm, bit of a toss up on that one.

Spinning now, the music from Premonition was the perfect backdrop to her bizarre state of mind. Musical scores were soothing to her. She almost preferred them to music with lyrics. Her disquieted mind did at least. Certainly they were easier to “think to” if she wanted to allow herself to think at all. . .

She quietly listened and slowed her breathing to a more normal pattern.  She continued floating along to the music. . .

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