Rain rain go away….
Posted on | March 29, 2010 | Comments Off
She read all through the day and into the night, finally giving up around 0130 when she could barely see straight. The sounds of the storm outside were already making her uncomfortable, an anxiety that only began recently. She felt like she was going to be washed away, not literally, but that some part of her was being drained out each time these feelings built up and she had to “deal” with them. She was tired, if not exhausted, with all the dealing she to do lately. But that was part of who she was, that much she knew. All artists were a little crazy anyway right?
She wondered what her dreams would bring with the storm as their background music again. She hoped it wouldn’t be too upsetting. She’d given her brain plenty of things to ponder with all the reading she’d done. A little visual stimulation before bed via the TV and who knows what she’d have going. Probably nothing to do with anything. Nothing good anyway. If only that lucid dreaming book had paid off…