Acceptance…
Posted on | March 19, 2010 | Comments Off
It’s definitely one of those nights where I’m having a hard time accepting what I cannot change. Or maybe there are some things I can change. Ok, so I’m stuck on the knowing the difference between what I can and cannot change. Or maybe it’s willingness to make changes even when they are scary. Yeah, that is definitely it. I’m scared.
Fear is definitely keeping the misery level high. Tonight I was reminded that other people need me to get my act together. I guess I really have been selfish. Whoever just said “I told you so” in my head, you know where you can stuff it.
To my wonderful “NOT THERE”, I think it’s going to be story time. Enough about me…if it ever really was. After all, I don’t know who I am. Time to play around a bit. More to come…