Mother Earth is getting pissed…
She was starting to wonder if Mother Earth wasn’t trying to say something to us all. The most recent “Motherly chats” being the horrific rumblings in Haiti and now Chile. Earthquakes were something she knew all too well and that old idea of a piece of California breaking off or worse yet, some obscure faultline […]
Coming Back Down…
She thought about how coming back down was always such a relief (once it started and she accepted she had no choice) yet held so much fear as if she were in an elevator that may never stop going down. She wished she had someone who was there for her, someone who truly understood. But people […]
Love me back to life…
She remembered hearing this song for the first time…a friend had shared it with her…someone suffering as well. Funny how the suffering, how misery needs company. Love Me Back To Life
We can only change ourselves…
Her mood had lifted and she somehow knew things were going to get better because it really wasn’t in her hands anyway. She’d wasted so much time worrying about something she had not a single bit of control over. Had she really learned nothing after all? It was time to start focusing on the things […]
A book and a nap and the will to fight…
One common escape from her life and kind of a necessity to her existence was reading, and today was no exception. She had decided to pick up Dan Brown’s The Lost Symbol as she knew it would draw her in and keep her mind off of her own drama. She could only dream to be as […]
The sting of snow and ice…
The snow fell like salt on a wound, and she gasped a bit from the psychological pain manifesting into physical as she stared like a child mesmerized by a snow-globe. Her lungs were tightening up again, her chest began to feel the wrong size to contain the organs within and if she had a heart […]
When music says it all…
This song…it speaks to her …imagine living a life of being high…not necessarily drugs mind you…but having to be pulled back to earth and…not wanting to come down…not wanting to be brought back down because that might mean sinking too far down… Gravity
Uh oh…not again…
She stared out the window at the gray sky and thought it was fitting. All she needed now was the perfect background music to give that dramatic touch to her misery. She selected something from her mp3 player (Torchwood [Original Soundtrack Recording]) and let the music wash over her. Her lungs tightened a bit as […]
Moderation…
Moderation: the quality of being moderate; restraint; avoidance of extremes or excesses; temperance.
Just because…
Just because your haven’t heard from a friend or two recently doesn’t mean they intentionally are ignoring you. They could be headfirst in a snowbank…
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